finally!!! my clinical is over!! yay!! so happy!!! i'm so happy!! though my theory fail.. but i hope my practical can help to pull up and pass... i was so nervous just now before my clinical... whatever i memorise.. i cant recall.. trying very hard to memorise.. but still cant.... i was so stressed up... mostly is because of my teacher... early this morning.. when i went for her tutorial.. the 1st thing she told me is that..
the conversation is like that:
teacher: "yunhui, do u know that u did not do very well for your theory"
me: "what?? i failed?!?!?!?!"
teacher: "yes."
me: "i failed my how much?"
teacher: "marks is not important. tell yourself u can do it.. do your best for the practical later. dont let it affect your mood."
end of conversation.
i was already affected by what she said... i nearly cried out when she said that i failed... i tried very hard to control my feelings but still cant really control it down.. went to lecture after that.. told xp and ade.. they said.. just relax.. and u can pass.. at that point of time.. i really think that i sure fail.. coz whatever i read.. i all forgot.. nothing can go inside my mind...
while waiting for my turn... i sat outside with all my friends.. trying to memorise the medication, the contraindication and side effects.. but nothing went it... at the end.. i gave up reading.. coz i know that even i force it in.. once inside i will forget everything...
my turn came.. went in.. took a case scenerio... read it.. and prepare my equipments.. i nearly forgot to take the IMR.. but i saw xh and dahlia took the IMR.. then i remembered.. thanks to them.. hehe.. after prepared everything.. mike came and ask me.. are u ready.. so i went...
i was shaking... very terrible.. took the ampule and break it.. withdraw the medication... if u see my hands.. they are shaking.. very obvious.. lucky is 1ml.. and not 5mls... if not i sure die.. so i chose the deltoid.. which is the easiest.. when i inject in.. my hands is also shaking.. aiyo...
went to the next skills.. the pump.. have to connect and set the rate of the pump.. it went very smoothly.. and the pump did not have occulsion or air or whatever...
after everything.. mike told me u pass for both skills.. the only thing that i have to be careful is that when i inject the medication.. try to stable my hand.. dont tremble too much.. if really cannot.. stable the needle... overall.. not bad.. he also commented that i was so nervous that he scared that i collapsed.. haha...
went to look for veronica just now.. but could not find her.. i want to know that exact marks that i got.. so that i can know whether i pass the module not.. i really cannot afford to fail.. haiz..
but in overall.. i'm still very happy.. coz clinical skills.. consist of 70% of the paper.. so i think i will pass... hehe... ok la.. xp chasing me to meet her already... will blog another time if i got the time and things to write.. and mostly importantly.. see i'm lazy not.. haha.. that is the most important factor.. lol..
cya!! :)
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