haiz... why am i so unlucky?? want to go sentosa with my friends also cannot.. haiz.. den they go pizza hut eat.. also canot make it.. fri they gg back to sch for teacher's day celebration.. i also cannot go... haiz.... really very sad lei... though going europe can be a very happy thing.. but... so many unhappy things... even if i nv go europe.. that does not mean i can go all these... like go sentosa... is their teacher dun allow.. wad to do??? there is no choice.. dont tell me want to go kidnap their teacher or wad?? den go back to hss for teacher's day celebration.. i got attachment.. so cant make it... for the pizza hut.. i also got attachment.. even if i dun go europe.. all these problem still exist... what to do? ren ming lor... who ask me to choose nursing... i also dun know why i choose nursing... is nursing really what i want.. is being a nurse is what i want to be?? i dun know...
life can be contradicting... life is also not perfect and not fair... if u think life is fair... let me ask you.. if life is so fair.. why do roses have torns?? tell me... human is not perfect.. human do error.. human makes mistakes.. as long as we learn from mistake.. but how many people can learn from mistake..
take me as an example.. everytime when exams are here.. i tell myself.. next sem must study way before hand.. so i dont need to suffer during exams times.. at least i can sleep.. not ton-ing through the whole night studying.. but whenever the the next sem comes... what will i do?? carry on playing.. watching tv.. and not studying.. and when exams come.. everything became the same.. did i learn from mistake?? NO!!!
ppl may think that attachments are fun... which i dun think so.. i feel that attachments are a torture!! and they treat us like free labour... why? why i say free labour.. coz for those who are sponsered.. they dont give a single cents.. for those who are not sponsered.. they only give $10 per day.. what can do u with the $10??? u cant do anything??? only enough for 1 meal and that day travelling.. as u see.. we are paying using adult fare.. which is extremely expensive.. but what to do?? no choice.. we have to use adult fare... you should ask the government why dont they give poly students student fare for MRT and bus... why must poly students pay using adult fare??? is this fair? NO!!! this is not far.. we are still studying.. though is in poly.. but the fees are much more than studying in JC or MI... since we are still studying.. that means we are not working.. or there is some working as part time... that does not mean that they can ask us to pay adult fare... they should think about those came from poor family... they may have just enough to eat... hardley spent money.. always have been scrimping and scraping... trying to save as much money as possible..
ok.. why am i talking about this.. back to topic.. ATTACHMENTS... i remembered one of my friends told me that.. wao.. you so good.. got attacment already.. so fun.. so shoick.. do u really think attachment is that fun??? tell me.. especially when u have to be a nurse.. early in the morning before 7.. you have to reach the ward and prepare to start work.. that is for morning shift.. for afternoon.. you have to wait till at least 9pm then can go home.. by the time i reach home. will be around 10 plus for those leaving far... like me.. yr 1 and 2 does not have night shift yet.. will have night shift in yr 3.. which works from 9pm to 7am.. which is more that 8 hrs of work... and working in the night is very tiring.. especially when all the lights are off.. make you feel like slping.. and there is nothing much to do.. when all patients are slping..
ok la.. i will stop here.. will carry on with my complains another time.. as i am feeling very very very tired... and tml i'm working in morning shift... so cya.. bb..
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